Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Anna's Love

I have a brother... a brother that is disabled.. even though he is disabled.. i still love him better then anyone else..

when he was born.. i was scared to let anybody know about his disablility.. i was afraid that they will laugh at us.. and i will be embarassed...i was scared... i tried to avoid any conversation talking about him.. and i refused to let anybody see him ..all because i am scared...

i tried to avoid bringing ben to any place that let my classmates know about him.. i avoided miranda for a long time... but she came to knew about ben in mrs chapman's shop...

Miranda came to knew about ben when i brought him to the shop and miranda came and bought something.. i was afraid when she knew about it...but after she knew.. the whole class knew about my bro..

But... even though i did whatever i could to prevent my classmates from knowing about ben's disability...but over time.. they eventually knew about my brother from miranda... they did not laugh at me... instead they started to avoid that conversation whenever the spoke to me... i was relieved... i started to accept the fact they knew about ben.. and started to let them to come to my house to visit him and play with him...but i still cannot stand when they get to close with him when they came ...

Anna.